"sometimes, being single is much better not because i want to stay away from commitments and be free to flirt or go out with anyone i like, but it is more on accepting the fact that i'm just too tired of believing in and fighting for something that isn't meant to be."

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Tuesday, February 12th, 2008

i know it’s been a while since i last posted an entry.  it’s really ironic that now that i have lots and lots of free time on my hands, i’m supposed to be online most of the time, writing stuff.  but that’s just it.  i’m enjoying the free time that i have recharging my tired and weary body and getting myself ready for whatever job comes next that i just spend most of the time at home catching up on watching tv and keeping myself updated with current events.  of course i have attended interviews here and there, but results haven’t been given back to me yet.  yet there is this one company i applied in which i hope (with fingers crossed) i get accepted.  i’m not going to divulge the details just yet, for it just might spoil the momentum i have going on right now.  just thinking about what the interviewer told me about the kind of atmosphere and work that they have made me really excited to start right away.  not that i was sales talked into agreeing to everything that was said, but thinking about the experiences and challenges i went through, coupled with the kind of work that’ll be offered to me (if ever), and the other nitty-gritty details, made me giddy as a school boy.  i’m continuing to hope and pray that everything goes well with this one.

the only negative aspect of having this much free time is that i’m losing money!  mind you, my ass is home everyday, but the everyday expenses are taking it’s toll on the remaining resources i have left.  the only time i went out was to watch cloverfield two weeks ago with my sister (which was a good movie by the way).  which is why i’m hoping to get a new job soon to replenish my depleting account.  thank god for credit cards though.  never thought i’d be relying on plastic to keep myself afloat despite with all the things needed at home.

it’s valentine’s week, but for a single person such as me, it doesn’t mean squat.  the only thing i’m celebrating is my mobile phone’s third year anniversary.  so i guess that will be my date on the day of hearts…  weird, eh?  anyways, hope every one of you will have a happy valentine’s with whoever or whatever you spend it with.  enjoy the rest of the week!

 

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I just hope you’ll be able to find that dream job you’re looking for :) Let us know soon, ha :D

*hugs* I’ll see you soon!

Posted by MommyBa at February 12, 2008, 11:55 pm

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